It's Almost Time!!

I'm in the home stretch! Only a few days until Elizabeth is delivered in SL and I'm excited, nervous and anxious! LOL

But coming to the end of being pregnant on this little journey of mine, it made me think of where I was when I became pregnant. For the longest time I never understood why women got pregnant in SL, I didn't judge them, I just didn't understand. Then I started to wonder- what would it be like? And I wanted to do it. I wanted the role play of it, and the experience and I wanted a little one of my own. So I decided I wanted a baby. Hubby and I talked about it and decided to go ahead.

A big thing that I wanted through this pregnancy was a strong family structure. With hubby not being able to be on as often as I am I knew I would need a support system. And at the time I had that completely.

Through time though things changed. Promises were broken, my family split off, some went one way and others went another way. I still had important people around me that made me feel safe, supported and loved. And though it happened a couple of times, I still have those close to me that make me feel that way, but it's not the big family I had when this began.

Our little Elizabeth will be coming into a world that is different than the one she was conceived in. But that is the way of things in SL. Things change, month to month, week to week....almost nothing stays constant- almost. There are things and people that have stayed constant throughout this pregnancy and throughout my entire SL life. I'm thankful for all of it. And as I come into the new stage of this journey I can't wait to see what kind of mom I will be in SL, and hold my baby girl in my arms with hubby right there next to us....let's just hope I don't break his hand in the delivery room!! Hahaha!!